I think your last paragraph is what is at the core of my struggle. I am trying to prove to myself that there are actually people out there who have chosen to fight this evil. Its just really hard at the moment. I plan to take a pilgrimage in the near future, nothing religious or anything, but I just need to find that shred of hope that things are going to be ok.


When you go up to the bell, ring it! Or don't go up to the bell.

- Mel Brooks