Larry,

I think your last paragraph is what is at the core of my struggle. I am trying to prove to myself that there are actually people out there who have chosen to fight this evil. Its just really hard at the moment. I plan to take a pilgrimage in the near future, nothing religious or anything, but I just need to find that shred of hope that things are going to be ok.

Nobby

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When you go up to the bell, ring it! Or don't go up to the bell.

- Mel Brooks