No longer will this I ignore:
I'm dying faster than before.
I'm at a loss for words and time.
I'm at a loss today.

The hoping is a real chore
When Reaper's knocking at my door
And no one seems to want my time.
I'm at a loss today.

I just can't bear life anymore.
Your thoughtful prayers I implore.
I might see you in overtime.
I'm at a loss today.

All of my mem'ries I adore
Although back then they seemed a bore.
I beg my God to stop the time.
I'm at a loss today.

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[my apologies if all of my poetry seems suicidal -- i'm not trying to scare anyone. that's just the way it comes out.]

- John_
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In the name of the Anger, and of the Sadness, and of the Unholy Fear. Amen.