I'm glad you found this place and a good therapist too. Talking helps. Talking to someone who's been through something similar is even more helpful. The similarities of different SA survivors problems is a bit disconcerting at times, but the knowledge that we are not alone anymore is a powerful feeling.
I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.
Kurt Vonnegut (1922-2007)