BLACKEN, YOUR SO ANGRY THAT I FEAR YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE ANYMORE. TAKE A BREATH AND SLOW YOUR THOUGHT PATTERN DOWN SOMEWHAT. ANGER IS A GOOD TOOL, BUT HATING YOURSELF IF VENGENCE TOWARD YOURSELF, NOT YOUR ABUSER.

I WAS SODDOMIZED 6 TIMES THAT FIRST TIME BY 4 GUYS..... YOU CAN MAKE IT! ONE DAY AT A TIME.

ANGER IS GOOD...HATRED IS NOT GOING TO HELP IN SOME CASES. SLOW DOWN FOR YOUR OWN PEACE OF MIND SO YOU CAN GET THE HELP YOU DESERVE!

SCOTT