Hi all. I haven't been here in a while. Things are on a down swing again. Some times it is so hard to take. The damned silence, the tiniest things that cause my husband to shut down, leaving me scratching my head and bewildered, hurt and right now, angry. Up, down, up, down. Ugh......

I press on and support him. But here I can vent, can't vent to him as I don't want to risk pushing him away further.

This probably makes no sense, but I'm feeling down and tired, work full time, take care of my 2 young kids, and then husband shuts down (over nothing it seems)and I feel betrayed and angry.

Sometimes I just can't take it.....
Kathy