i too am going through the recovering memories process......my abuse began when i was 2 and continued until i was 5.....then several repeat performances until i was finally sodomized when i was 15 by my beloved uncle.......i have all the smptoms you have plus i'm 42 and have never had sex with anybody except my uncle.....just too afraid.....i began dealing with this in january.....i've been hospitalized 3 times since then.....just think we might be able to share the recovering memory process.....sometimes my memories seem so real.....sometimes i think i must be imagining the whole thing......if only that could be true.....michael............please drop me a line thad.......