I've tried many times but something tells them (friends) that i'm not good enough for anyone... I was watching the rerun of the last episode of Real World 9 today. I could see how much I miss with knowing someone outside of the family. And some of the emotions they showed when leaving from New Orleans at the airport. (even since they knew each other for so short) I wish I could have that. But I don't and I don't know how to show it. I'm just sad and very lonely right now.