...over washing my hands and brushing my teeth.

My mom and I just had a huge fight over it. Imagine that. I couldn't hold it in anymore. "SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP!!!" She just kept pushing and pushing and nagging and nagging and shouting at me and arguing with me and telling me not to get pissed over such small things. I choked her. I choked my own fucking mother and shoved her into the hallway and out of my room. I punched the glass of the cupboard in the hallway. I just smashed a can of Pringles and now they're scattered in pieces all over the room. I just lost it.

I'm still in shock. I just heard my mom knocking on the door gently and calling out my name, all nice, like nothing had happened.

I think I'm slowly losing it. I'm going crazy. I was afraid something like this would happen one day. It's a step closer to killing them.

I'm going to go out and get drunk tonight. Fuck them and their rules.

Edited by concerned_husky (06/19/14 02:31 PM)
Edit Reason: Added trigger warning.