Thank you, Will.
I can grasp that people can face chemical emotional hurdles that last, effectively, for life. My best friend has had ADHD for at least 18 years and is still on Ritalin. I've had multiple struggles with anxiety and depression and went a 3-year stretch on antidepressants. But when I was ready to leave them behind, I weaned off real slow and it worked. I tried weaning off the klono even slower now and it kicked my ass. The insomnia from 2012 returning so quickly and exactly was the scariest part - like it's now the real me. I just can't deal with that again.
Everything I've read and heard is that my other med (Wellbutrin) is non-addictive, that getting off that antidepressant should be as textbook as getting off my last one. Maybe later in the spring, as long as I'm still feeling strong, I'll make that my goal instead.
"Don't think it hasn't been a little slice of heaven just because it hasn't!" --Bugs Bunny