After years of abuse, I kept silent for more than 25 years and I am still dealing with a problem at age 55. The years of silence has taken its toll, but although I identify with being straight, I lack the confidence to ask a woman out for the reason there will come a day when she will start asking questions. Yet, I find it necessary to go for M4M massages just to have human touch and affection. Yes, the massage is great but I find it the only way to get a hug.

Yet there is that little boy that just wants what everyone has, with the wife, children, etc

I want to open this up to all. How have others gotten through this? For those of you who have made that step and have a wife or husband; how did you make the leap over the wall?

Thank you and happy new year!