Hope - I love that. I have always felt that way - I like the plot of land. Amazing flowers once bloomed here wink

Val - I have a couple of mental tricks I play on myself. One of them was inspired by the book I always talk about "Getting the Love You Want" - and it relates to accepting that we were drawn together for a reason that was not initially apparent and became apparent only when we were drowning. Do you know what that is for you? Why did he pick you? And why did you pick him?