wow. that's why I come here. Something like this from out of the blue will make a huge impression. I went back to a few of my threads and found that sure enough, "my perp", written over and over again. imagine the tape loop in my head? this has absolutely never occured to me before and i think it's extremely profound insight. Thanks Darrel and John for the posts. This is big for me. "My perp" is no more.

Alex

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In every cry of every man,
In every Infant's cry of fear,
In every voice, in every ban,
The mind-forged manacles I hear.
-William Blake