Hope. I don't see myself because I'm there watching like real life. I always feel happy in the dreams though and in both of them me and my H are outside playing with our future kids and laughing. My H has some grey hair around his face and looks older. They always have good feeling about them. And I sure hope my future kids are as cute as the ones in my dreams. Hang in there sometimes its hard to see bright spots.
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Everything comes from within