maybe this is the time to *rest* instead of "fight."
i hope the cry helped. i know sometimes tears can be comforting - and sometimes they hurt.
it sounds like this would be a very good time to have those kitty adoptees nearby - rather than dropping the idea. can you proceed with that while following doctor's orders?
no heart jokes today...
"That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. . . What will your verse be?" Robin Williams as John Keating in "Dead Poets Society"