hi adam. i know what you mean by: "no way interested in that kind of humiliation." not only do i want to avoid ppl putting the story with the face, but the anxiety and panic make it near impossible to get me in that kind of setting to talk about that kind of stuff. i can't even keep it straight around my t and my (adoptive) fam. that's why my t suggested a forum like MS.

so far, since i use writing as a way to vent any way, it feels like a better fit for me.

thanks for all the supportive words.