good start, kasper! and once you take the first step - the rest is not quite so scary.

i tried the whole denial and repression and forget about it route, too. didn't work. actually just made it worse.

so i tried T and this MS forum and reading and writing a lot - and that has all helped. hope you find the same.

anyway - welcome. you are among friends who will understand almost anything you say. these guys have been my lifeline.

hope to see you around,
lee
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago