Kevin - wonderful to hear that you have found some peace, happiness and rest in your life. you have endured much and worked hard to achieve this. enjoy it for as long as you can!
lee
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We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9