Kevin - wonderful to hear that you have found some peace, happiness and rest in your life. you have endured much and worked hard to achieve this. enjoy it for as long as you can!
lee
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago