Thanks Bodyguard I do love hugs, but ya see I am in a weird situation and I am not even talking about being married that is a whole nother ball of wax, the problem is I do not trust men. I think they are liars and pigs and will hurt you in a heartbeat, Present company excluded, ya know what I mean. I have learned over the years the minute I let my guard down to a man I am either getting beaten or used so I stay far away from them. Hell I do not even have any friends because of it. Kinda sucks I miss the friendship but the fear outweighs the other. there I go rambling again. laters