Thanks for the replies.
I hope to leave the house in about a year, when I've finished highschool and can hopefully live in a studenthouse instead.
My father pretty much stopped touching me around the time I turned 16. There have been some incidents Since then but last time was over half a year ago.
In the howling wind
Comes a stinging rain
See it driving nails
Into souls on the tree of pain
From the firefly a red orange glow
See the face of fear
Running scared in the valley below
~ Bullet The Blue Sky - U2