I was 6 or 7 when the confusing sexual stuff happened. But I was severely neglected from birth - so - as a result of coming to MS, I realized I had to reset my "when the trauma started" date. It started before birth.
It's a heroes journey, and you are the hero.

-- I must remind myself that sugar is my enemy. I can't control my sugar consumption and sugar makes me mentally unstable. I'm reminding myself (because I forgot again).