It was suggested I try some kind of art to help in healing. I used to draw when I was little and in the trap, and it pretty much got shouted out of me at home, as that was not a thing real boys were supposed to do. I drew some in T, but nothing but dark shapes and squiggles. It might be a good idea to try again but I don't know how, especially not with my latest memory. So maybe a thread on Art and Creativity Toward Healing would lead to suggestions. I am at a loss as to how to start drawing again. The desire is there and it isn't at the same time.
“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” - Plato