Thanks VV. I'm amazed at how many people have read this. Don't see myself as extraordinary or that different from a lot of people here. Just want to get to healed as I'm already free from believing the lies. Seems like healing is a step by step process, and often feels like I'm doing it in the dark, and you have to put your foot out into darkness each step of the way and hope you find the next stone. The only thing that gives me courage to put my foot out into the darkness is my Faith. It has gotten me this far and this is a lot better place for me then the one I was stuck in before.
“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” - Plato