Grats on going so long without a smoke, can't say I could do the same OCN.
So what if you have a smoke here or there? It doesnt mean you've failed, you said it yourself you enjoyed it. As long as you recognise, which you have; that it can esculate and you keep it under control then there really is no problem.
Self moderation is good, I'm glad you have it.
As I said, I don't have quite the same will power, I'm severely misusing myself.
I like that.. its ok smoke now and then..
i'm just too afraid i'll fall back into the old habit of daily use..
like many, i too have problems with self moderation.. but perhaps i've learned from the last 7,5 months.. i dont want to abuse myself like i did in the old way..
ah well.. we'll see what life brings in the next couple of days and weeks.. i'll just have to be gentle and patient with myself
And i hope one day you'll be able to moderate too Poorsoft! We all have our ways of coping with our issues..