I feel so isolated lately and I can't put my finger on why.

I feel like I need to discuss things multiple times to come to a new place with whatever it is that is bothering me....and I just don't have that opportunity. H doesn't want to jump into those discussions, only some of my friends know his issues and they don't know the extent of it, and Ts (no offense to them) I have found quite useless in my area.

I feel broken somehow......like the weight of the 'covering up' is hollowing me out. It feels weird and oddly timed.