So, recently, I have been coming out with it. I've learned that this coming out process has its own share of nightmares, but I'm weaving my way through it, and trying to put the shreds of my tattered life back together. It's awful. And indescribably agonizing and painful. But now that it's out there, it's all I can do, but try.
You're absolutely right. Thats all we can do, face it all, feel it all, and try to reclaim something like a normal life. You have all our support. Just keep moving forward. You will make it.
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell