I CAN RECALL IF I WAS ABUSED BUT I FIT THE MOLD OF SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN. I PERIODICALLY(ONCE A MONTH) LOOK TO PLEASE ORALLY A MAN. i DONT CARE WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE AS LONG AS HE IS ENDOWDED. I ALSO HAVE NO PROBLEM GETIING NAKED AND DOING EVERYTHING WITH A MAN. I AM SUBMISSIVE TOO AND I LIKE IT. I AM MARRIED AND HAVE BEEN DOING THIS ALOT MORE SINCE MY SON HAS PASSED AWAY( IT HELPS ME DEAL WITH THE STRESS). WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS I AM NOT ATTRACTED TO THE MALE BODY BUT I ENJOY THE SEX. IS IT POSSIBLE I CANT REMEMBER BEING ABUSED? AND IF I WAS WHY DO I ENJOY IT SO MUCH?