hey Eric dude feel free to contact me any way you want. I don't know if I can help, but I do care. man sometimes it is just too much. but if you need to just ramble Im your guy
Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
Herman Melville