I'm not that new, I've been reading for a while. I have a history of sexual abuse when I was 9-12. Anyway I have terrible depression, anxiety and other issues. I just graduated college and I'm trying to live on my own. I would like to have a relationship but I can't really have sex. Most people want it and when I tell them I have a history of abuse they just ditch me and think I'm weird. Anyway I hope to meet great people here.