Hang in there Daniel. Yes, it sucks, and its so unfair...none of us asked for this...why are we stuck with this crap? Reliving it over and over..

No good answers here friend. Nights are always the worst, but morning will come, and with daylight things will seem a little better. Remember, you survived thats what matters.

Everyday is a winding road
I get a little bit closer
Everyday is a faded sign
I get a little bit closer to feeling fine.
Sheryl Crow