i have made the decision to become baptised.
entered into studies and counselling with my pastor.
this choice is triggering serious trust issues around commitment and betrayal.
ritual - holy spiritual - forgiven sins - washed clean in sacrificial blood - water immersion - symbolic death and resurrection - redemption - rebirth - oath - betrothal - it is all very daunting and forboding, with plenty of built-in failure.
i would welcome any counsel or comments from christians who have completed or are currently considering this course of action.
PM's also accepted on this subject.