One of the first things I said at the beginning of this slow motion realisation was that I viewed my life like a puzzle, the borders are complete but theres a large chunk in the middle all scrambled up and totally incomplete.

Certain collossal things slot into place and reveal a new part of the picture, some smaller bits float on too and extend the detail or just help it make more sense, but the picture is still incomplete.

There is a lot of space to fill.