C-PTSD is alive and well.
You're not alone (if it's you).
Had indifferent parents, was attacked by a wild animal, spent a career in the military and took on the guilt of people getting killed...and then realized (became aware) that I was sexually abused...which led to recreation of that abuse. My point here is not to cause sympathy but to say that people sometimes have tough challenges in their lives.
Get help in whatever form it comes. That help for me included a great relationship, two psychologists at the same time, and the right combination of meds. Keep looking for the tools that are right for YOU.
very best, RN
Edited by RN (05/06/13 10:37 AM)