So many of your posts are erased, and a hole is left where used to be there was support.
While I don't really have a clue about why, I can guess....you have an objection or are offended by something. I urge you to be true to yourselves, to be accepting of compromise, to be open minded, to be supportive of your decisions and points of view.
It isn't the intention that we all get along all the time....nor is it possible, but for me to pretend you guys didn't mean anything is a level of denial I won't accept in my life. I loved you guys and look for a time when you can be again in our midst, sharing that which I have come to remember you by.