I'm having a really hard time right now. He hasn't contacted me in 2 days which is the longest I've ever gone without contact from him in 17 years. Withdrawal is almost unbearable right now. I miss him so much. My H not this person he's become.

I'm trying to work on myself, but not thinking about him and wondering what he's doing, feeling or thinking is so hard. How do you stop thinking about someone you've been with for so long.

I'm going to counseling and I'm trying to cultivate new friendships and strengthen old ones but it still doesn't take away that I just plain miss him.

And wonder if he misses me too...