Andy - you're not the only one. i still have that feeling - sometimes with guys that are young enough to be my sons! last week i got triggered in a weird way at the school where i teach by 11th and 8th grade boys. both are taller and stronger looking than me and i feel like a child when near them.
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago