I am just starting to deal with CSA and repressed (or no) memories of my childhood up until the age of 11.
It is funny that throughout my adult life I have been drawn to certain songs. One is Pink Floyd Mother. Last night I watched the Sinead O'Connor and Roger Waters version on Youtube at least six times in a row. When I watch it, I also drink too many beers too quickly. For me, it is riveting, especially because I had a task master mother who was not afraid to hit me without provocation at a very young age; which set me up for the later abuse.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNwXFnqBzHg
For whatever reason I think Sinead is a victim too, she certainly has problems, so it was another reason to bond with the song (again)
I am also hooked on Les Mis.