Oh man, TM, this really bites. I don't know if ASA or CSA is worse, if understanding the SA or not understanding the SA is worse...or if it even matters. Excellent advice above.

The only thing I'd add is, despite your anxiety, get it taken care of. Naturally, your brothers will be here to support you when/if you need to vent, etc. So much the better if you have at least one trusted friend/family member to be on site with you.