Welcome Ben,

Anger, fear, self-hatred, shame, even horny......all the feelings a guy can have are okay to express here. Talking about it is the first step in healing. It might get worse before getting better, but hang in there. We've got your back.

Jude
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Everyday is a winding road
I get a little bit closer
Everyday is a faded sign
I get a little bit closer to feeling fine.
Sheryl Crow