Sorry to hear this. I use to think only gay dudes preyed on boys. But from experience I've learned that sexual preferences is the least factor in the equation. Most of the straight adults the sexually assaulted me needed straight dvd porn to even get started. I wondered about that until I read some materials regarding it.
I hope that it doesn't seem like all gay dudes prey on boys to you. It's the only reason I bought this up. I'm 19... OnceI turned 18 I directed my attraction for sex to dudes 18 and over. It's a illness that make dudes target boys and girls. At least that's my opinion