Thank you both!!!!!! You have no idea how much it means. I appreciate knowing that someone else feels like I feel and is not trying to PUSH me to be somewhere I really don't want to be.

I am so sick and tired of being told that I am wrong or that I don't know Jesus because I don't want to go and sit in the same room with the uncle who "got me", the cousin who relieved himself in my ear when he was finished, or the other cousin who peed in my mouth and thought it was funny.

How anyone could expect such is beyond me....