I did not mean to yell, you are not attacking me.
I did not mean to cry, you are not trying to hurt me.
I did not mean to hide, you are not hunting me.
I did not mean to shake, I am not cold.
I did not mean to blush, I am just frozen with fear.
I am sorry for staring, I am not looking at you, or in the "now".
I did not mean to say angry words, I am afraid.

Yes I am nice, but I cannot be all the time, that is why I cannot be your friend. You are kind and compassionate, but you do not have my experiences. It makes sense to me, but You Don't understand. You cannot understand.