Wow, trust seems like the "impossible dream" sometimes. It means making yourself vulnerable, risking being hurt, betrayed, used or abused. Can any of us really afford that? But what's the alternative? Numbing myself with drugs, alcohol, and sex? I've been that route and don't want to go back there.

So trust is all thats left....but how?

Seems I've got to have a change of scene
Every night I have the strangest dreams
Imprisoned by the way it could have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to scream
Joe Cocker