Hey CafeMan, welcome to public part of MS's broad
I smelled coffee and I wondered what is all that about and found you here, lol.
Wow you made very brave first post, congratulations!
I'm sure many of us came here after long period of time spent in thinking on things from past that made such negative impact on us. It is very difficult to change perspective and to step aside and take control over our lives - that is healing.
We are here to make better rest of our lives!
Keep sharing your experience with us, let's grow together!