I'm Devin I'm always nervous around people in public except for my wife of 3 months, whom I'm having a baby with. I joined to see if I can get some ideas to be more trusting of people (all the doctor's helped me with is depression) I'm still to ashamed of what happened to me to tell people in person the only ones I've told non-anonymously is my wife and psychiatrist.

I feel like I'm a burden to everyone I'm close to and I don't want my daughter to think there's something wrong with her dad, I just need to get some peace of mind.