Originally Posted By: Magellan
..... I was amazed to find that I wasn't entirely blaming myself for the failure, that I was aware that he was partly responsible, and that I did the best that I could.......What a MAJOR accomplishment to be able to go through disappointment, without abusing myself.

This IS a big step Magellan! Thanks for sharing it with us. You have no idea how much it means to me to hear this.

"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
And I have become comfortably numb."
Pink Floyd