Originally Posted By: Magellan
..... I was amazed to find that I wasn't entirely blaming myself for the failure, that I was aware that he was partly responsible, and that I did the best that I could.......What a MAJOR accomplishment to be able to go through disappointment, without abusing myself.


This IS a big step Magellan! Thanks for sharing it with us. You have no idea how much it means to me to hear this.

Jude
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"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "
Joni Mitchell