Originally Posted By: Magellan
..... I was amazed to find that I wasn't entirely blaming myself for the failure, that I was aware that he was partly responsible, and that I did the best that I could.......What a MAJOR accomplishment to be able to go through disappointment, without abusing myself.

This IS a big step Magellan! Thanks for sharing it with us. You have no idea how much it means to me to hear this.

Seems I've got to have a change of scene
Every night I have the strangest dreams
Imprisoned by the way it could have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to scream
Joe Cocker