I don't f*cking know right now. The feelings are all outside the black box, the source is still wrapped up inside. Sometimes I feel like I remember less but hurt more as time goes on.
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I come here now, and I see lots of anger.
I don't blame anyone for that. It is perfectly understandable.
But it is not healthy for me.
So I'm going somewhere else.

Goodbye and good healing.