I wish I had just listened to my therapists and just followed them and not read too much on the topic or symptoms b/c now i obsessa bout it, been doing it for years and its fucking me up in my head. I like sex, Im a guy, I recently stumbled upon self development and improving my relationships with the opposite sex which is cool. But it's hard when I watch porn or try to sleep with, date, different women, Im like overanalyzing everything in my head like ''Am a watching porn tonight because I like sex or because the abuse?'' or ''does this mean im a sex addict?'' or ''do i just like sex?'' its so confusing.