You showed that in the midst of pure evil, there is always a small piece of good, and that the human soul gravitates towards good vs evil.
This is something that is VERY hard for me to accept. Besides PTSD, I also have BPD. Even though I'm pretty "High functioning", I tend to still struggle with "Splitting" - for me, people are either good or bad - good people only do good things and bad people are totally evil. Even on a good day its hard for me to deal with good people doing bad things and bad people doing good things, and now I'm forced to accept that this one person who was a hero to me did something so very evil... but that doesn't make him an evil person. It's a complete mind-fuck, to be honest. But I suppose it would be good for me in the long run if I can completely come to terms with it...
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is whose life is it anyway because livin'
Living is the best revenge
You can play
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