Sorry you need to be here, but am glad you made it this far. Your story of your CSA is yours alone, but the consequences you've lived with sound alot like mine and many others here.
Anytime you need to talk, publicly or privately, there's always someone here for you. We aren't therapists but we all "get it" and support each other. Be well buddy, you've got 11,000 guys watching your back.
Everyday is a winding road
I get a little bit closer
Everyday is a faded sign
I get a little bit closer to feeling fine.Sheryl Crow