hi brokenbuthealing
Welcome to M.S. I am so glad you have found us though sorry you had need to. grab a cup of coffee and relax. here you will find a group of guys who really " get it" unfortunately because we have been there too. so join us in chat,read the forums just make your self comfy and heal well
Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
Herman Melville